Life gets you at the crossroads a lot of times and sometimes its gets you at a standstill. Let me paint a picture of the kind of standstill situations life can get you to. You are trying very hard for things to click but nothing works. You try all alternatives but to no good result. You wait for such times to get over but it just keeps on going. Everyday you wake up thinking 'okay things are going to change today' but slowly that optimism just fades and you wake up with the feeling 'oh its morning again what do I get up for'. You start to turn into a recluse, you start despising talking to and meeting people. You get irritated and demotivated. You just aimlessly exist but still fighting it out so that things change, because you don't want to be in this situation any longer. Somewhere you know you can't give up so you still keep trying still keep exploring all options but...
This a standstill situation and it can get worse.
But I am clueless about how to get out of it. And the only advise that always keeps poring in is 'be patient, something will click'. And the most difficult thing is to be patient in times like this because along with the exterior facade of patience comes desperation. And with desperation you end up taking whatever comes your way first whether its great or not so great. And I fear I am already there...
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