It's been ages since I have been on my blog or written anything here, while the rollercoaster of feelings had not disappeared, it did calm down a little in the past few years to not create an urge to vomit my feelings all over some obscure webpage. But something changed recently, I have been diagnosed with Cancer. Cancer is a scary term and a scary reality. It still hasn't completely sunk in but it has definitely brought some feelings which I am not yet capable of processing. Maybe my life is about to change and it does not feel like its going to change for good. I had plans for my life...can they still turn to reality or will they all come crashing down?
A sneak peek at the inner workings of my mind :-P