Life in passing

We use to be different, we use to be happier...but today most of us are struggling with reality, trying to make something from the day everyday but failing and wondering what are we doing...There is a struggle in life everyday, the kind of struggle that comes when you are where you did not want to be or shouldn't be, but most of us are there. We struggle to cope each day and by the end we are drained of all the life; so when we were not here we were happier. It was like being on a long holiday and it got to most of us that we did not want to come back. But we are all back, some still trying to find a direction some already on the roads they did not want to take and some on roads not knowing did they want to be here or not. I am one of those who is still looking for a way to go, but I am devoid of options right now so when the first road would open up I would be on it but would that be the one I should be or will I be lost again?

Another year went by and as we are stare at a new beginning new feelings sprout, new resolutions take shape in the mind (and only in the mind), new found hope surrounds us and things do seem better. And we look forward to the year with the hopes that something good is in stored for us and everything looks more promising. There is some hint of mystery, suspense and excitement but those feeling are overpowered by the optimism of every heart. But as we march ahead, we need to halt and look back at the year gone by, take a good look at what we did and what we have become. As we move ahead we do need to know are taking the best of us ahead or the worst. A few silent moments would be enough to tell you that, because our inner voice can be heard if we let it talk. And in this new year I hope to be somewhere I have never been before, feel gratified for what I have, feel happy for no reason and have job that I would love to go to each day. These are wishes for myself and when I write again...