Every year when everyone gets in a festive mood in December, we get nervous about December disasters. Based on historic data life generally takes a wild turn in December and I always have a tough time and make it harder for others around me. This time is we thought the disasters started early but of course, we should never underestimate the potential of December. For today I am feeling sorry for myself but only for today. I know I can't be in a self-pity mode any longer but I am giving myself a little bit of leeway. Today I do not see anything to look forward to even if December gets over now.
A sneak peek at the inner workings of my mind :-P