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Detachment/Attachment Disorder

I haven't written this but I believe in most of what is been written below, I wish I could perfect the art of detachment. What is detachment? Detachment is the: * Ability to allow people, places or things the freedom to be themselves. * Holding back from the need to rescue, save or fix another person from being sick, dysfunctional or irrational. * Giving another person "the space" to be herself. * Disengaging from an over-enmeshed or dependent relationship with people. * Willingness to accept that you cannot change or control a person, place or thing. * Developing and maintaining of a safe, emotional distance from someone whom you have previously given a lot of power to affect your emotional outlook on life. * Establishing of emotional boundaries between you and those people you have become overly enmeshed or dependent with in order that all of you might be able to develop your own sense of autonomy and independence. * Process by which you are free to feel your own feelin...

No blues!

Take a step back, take it slow and relax is the mantra for the long week... oh how much I am cherishing this weekend. Although there was this irritating FM exam but I was sitting in the exam hall just to get done with the stupid exam and get it off my chest and I feels so relaxed now. Its all over and every time I remember it a smile just covers my face( and it takes like a second for the smile to cover my face since I have such a big face). And the way I have been eating I think my face might just get even bigger. Its hard to believe but I ate for almost one and a half hour, ate so much that I guess the small Indian place had no food left. So much food amongst four people, I can so very well understand scarcity of food in some parts of the world. But I must say that eating good tasty food in huge quantities can give a high that no alcohol can give...the four of us were stammering as if we were a little tipsy...and the best part is no hangover the next day... ah, well I hope so. Movie:...

fiesta!

This is the first weekend in the whole of my MBA till now that I feel a little relieved but when I say relieved it definitely doesn't mean that I have nothing to do. There is always shit loads of work to do here. But I feel relieved because 1 quarter of it over. So the week till now is spent in partying hard even though I am under major budgetary constraints. I hope the good times just keep on rolling and life if rocking...

Is it a hair pulling saga?

Grass is always greener on the other side and when you reach the other side you just realized its wasn't grass it was Green carpet, that too a bad one.... Oh how much I wanted term 1 to get over so that the misery ends, did I know term 2 is going to be another bitter pill to swallow? Its a torture for my mind and soul, the bull shit is growing like bacterial colonies infecting more and more. But I guess its high time I accept the different colors and aspects of this course in a stride instead of yowling about it because BS will be ever present what has to change is my threshold limit of withstanding it. So lets see how Elastic can this limit be and may be along the way I change myself to be better suited to all facets of this MBA. Or perhaps some day dole out BS myself.... ahhh....nahhhhh.... not in a million years ;). But for now I think some one needs to watch out before the fury grows beyond confines.

September's Here!

September's here... its the month which always brings the feeling back of "oh! another year is coming to an end... what did I do in this year? How did I fair this year?" And often times the report card does not seem too good and then at a sub-conscious effort to put some stars on the chart starts. So here I go again revisiting month by month try to pick the faint memories from each month since most of the months go by without much buzz but this year its not the same every month has something to show for itself. So then I raise the bar, I go on and make the criteria stricter for any event to be star marked, this is how I inflict myself with the feeling of "oh nothing achieved like ever before" Probably I have gotten use to being tough on myself...