Life in passing

Continuing from where I left, since I agreed that may be my habit of dwelling on the negative is getting more of its kind into my life, so to set things rolling in the right direction I make a promise to myself to be more optimistic and positive in life. I hope and believe that life has a lot of good things in stored for me and it has a splendid plan for me filled with grandeur and delightful times ahead. I have to keep my faith in the power of positive thought. As a wise friend of mine puts it you got to believe it to see it and I know he picked up it from ‘The Secret’ but no matter where he infringed it from he might be right and I may as well give it a shot, after all there I have nothing to lose and lots to gain if it works. So a better life awaits me as I embrace optimism and positivity. And the day is no far away when even I would be saying that I am lucky and life has been easy for me and nothings have just fallen in my lap whenever I needed something. Let the new chapter enfol...

My mamma says I need to learn to be happy, learn to not just be sad sometimes but be happy whenever you get a chance no matter how small my achievement is. My friend tells me to have a more positive outlook in life. And I know they are right and I will try. In the past few months I realized I am becoming stoic, jaded will the downfalls in life I have forgotten how to just be, be at ease with myself accept the things around me as they are and move on. And now I realize life is passing me by and I am not having fun, I don’t really feel very excited when a new beginning awaits me, I was not very sad when I was stuck with a long streak of failures and bad luck. I was just pissed with myself, hammered myself for every failure but never appreciated myself when I did something well. I am just frustrating myself and then putting myself in the vicious circle of more failures and more hammering. I complain that I don’t get things easy in life but maybe I make it like that by staying in the nega...

Some relief after all... its like the first drizzle after the scorching heat, but still not enough. Nothing comes easy and nothing comes full, its like a parts of an item being delivered separately but right now I am just glad at least the deliveries have finally began. But ideally after a long wait you expect it to arrive with a bang and life become super in a jiffy. But patience and some compromising seems to be the order of the day. And believe me I am ready for it too but of course heart wants something else, it looks for grandeur but what it gets is an EMI scheme. But I'll take it and also be thankful and wait for my full reward for another day.