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The most helpless situation is when your beloved ones are in pain and you can not do anything but just sit by there side while tears trickle down their faces. You just keep staring at them and wishing you could change things but you know the only way for their pain to reduce is with time perhaps a long time. And you start day dreaming that you can make time move faster, but you know you can't do anything but you can't see them crying too, you can't see them in misery. Still you just sit and stare equally in pain but may be your pain is different then theirs.

It was a 150 minutes journey to her place and she was sitting next to me her eyes swollen from all night of crying but the tears still kept flowing. She wept in silence and all I did was wipe the tears ones I did not know what to do. She wasn't talking and my attempts to start a conversation had already failed, so we traveled quietly. But when we reached her place I just could not see her. Her faced showed expressions of pain, remorse, fear and a lot more pain and the tears kept flowing. I got her home and left because I could not bear to be helpless and witness her pain anymore. I wish I could do something to ease the pain...

Losing someone you love is probably very painful and can leave you feeling empty, but I believe the void slowly fills with time and life, so keep the faith going my friend and know that you are not alone...with you.

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  1. SupMarch 15, 2011 at 5:06 AM

    Love you honey. Am blessed to have a friend like you. Am sorry that you had to see me that way.I had not once thought, what it might have been for you to sit along & see me like that.

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