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A day you are not waiting for but still counting days

Last few weeks before reality strikes, I am not sure if I am prepared to go back to living a working person's life. I ran away from it a year back and I want to run away before it hits again. I have hardly anything to look forward to, the thought of having to sit in office 8 to 8 just makes me go sore, it sounds painful.

Everyday I see status messages of people running a countdown " 8 weeks left", "7 weeks left", "6 weeks left" some even go to the extend of count the time left by the day. I am not sure, are these people eagerly waiting for the MBA to come to end or they just want more and more people to join them while they are grieving. I don't know about these people but my hearts sinks every time I see a message like this. 

I was happy living in my own little world here, emerging and then going back into my world off and on. I don't want to go back, actually while the school was trying to train me to face the business world with more confidence, I was training myself for something completely different. I was giving myself lessons on wanting a better life, a free independent life with no compulsions and no patterns.

I am really not sure what life holds for me after this but can it be bright???.... oh well I have my doubts

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