from hope to redemption

Hopes of a birghter and happier future entices me, but they are just hopes I don't have a reason for being so opmistically hopeful. But then hope is what keeps each one of us striving for something higher and better in life. I want to be hopeful too, I want to believe that there is a lot of good stuff coming my way. I want to believe that my luck is about to change and its time for me to get my dues. I want to believe that no more will I get ordinary returns for my more than ordinary efforts.

I don't want things to be the same in life, status quo has to be left behind and its time to get on the fast lane and I think i am good to lead the fast lane. I have a bucket list of things I want to do and the first step towards getting anywhere close to achieving that is having complete faith in myself and my own potential, believing that i deserve the best for myself.

Somehow, no matter how much effort I have put in I always thought i wasn't really good enough and so I did not get the best results from any of endeavors. But now I am too sick of my own unfair attitude towards myself, I am too sick of just ordinary returns, now I want more in life. I have to rise in my own eyes, the time to look down upon myself is gone, I have to redeem myself from me....

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I can't put a title to it!

Blank is the feeling and not so blunt are the words... Its like a gypsy with no mission and no where to reach, he only arrives and he only travels not chasing anything. No dreams to follow but is still a dreamer, no highs to reach but is still a bird that flies high. This he chose by choice but is felicity in sight? Its a question not only the gypsy but we all ought to ask. Its dubious, the answer; and makes him diffident on rationality of existence... Another gloam arrives and again the rage of the seeker is choked a little more...

Code...Decode

In the state of existence we go through umpteen number of emotions everyday, some decipherable and some not. And it all depends how much do you keep things simple and how much clarity is there in thoughts and thought process. If you have too many feelings and thoughts that you can't seem to decode and its all jumbled up and setting it all straight is like a impossible task then that's "Impasse". Being at a dead is when you got to reorient yourself because there is no other way out. But what happens when the direction you take after reorientation puts you on another dead end path?... Are you lost again?

Silly Billy

Life has it twist and turns, we are always are on a winding road, no destination just the journey and then the end one day. But on the way we gather some memories good and bad, people good and bad, experiences good and bad. But one day when we look back we either say my life has been good or bad. And that conclusion is not dependent on the count of good memories, people or experiences exceeding the bad ones but depends entirely on which one we choose to remember and cherish. And which one we choose to remember depends on our attitude and outlook to life in general. Positivity grows by believing that everything is going to be alright no matter what. The bad times won't last forever and the good ones will come soon but if we continue to think in the same direction and also add that eventually the good times would last too and the bad ones would be back again; well then, you have grown too wise for your own good. And that means you need some foolishness and sillin...

Life in passing

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