Life can really get weird when you are expecting something and something totally opposite happens, then the skill lies in accepting the twist in the scenario and make the best of it instead of being dumb struck with the change. I think I am not too quick on my feet to respond to sudden changes, I have this need to dwell on the situation gone wrong for a while and feel bad for myself before I accept the change and act accordingly. I am really trying to get out of this self pity mode that I get in sometimes. Things can blow up on your face that's the truth and resisting it does no good to anyone. So instead of fighting the change re-assessing and re-planning is what is required and doing that quickly is what will prove your mantle. And I am up for the challenge of changing myself.
Blank is the feeling and not so blunt are the words... Its like a gypsy with no mission and no where to reach, he only arrives and he only travels not chasing anything. No dreams to follow but is still a dreamer, no highs to reach but is still a bird that flies high. This he chose by choice but is felicity in sight? Its a question not only the gypsy but we all ought to ask. Its dubious, the answer; and makes him diffident on rationality of existence... Another gloam arrives and again the rage of the seeker is choked a little more...
Whats the you gonna change?
ReplyDeleteyeah...way to go...
ReplyDeleteSo watz the freq of this 'take up the challenge to change thyself' these dayz...once a fortnight or a month