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Reflections...

With the second term also coming to an end means that I am almost through with half my MBA. MBA was supposed to be like a break from a regular life of working to study some more, it's kind of a costly vacation. I am calling it a vacation, but I don't think it can be called a vacation entirely, there were a lot of hardships involved which is not really a part of vacation. But its a vacation in the sense that it has provided me some more time away from a hopeless life ahead. I don't know why but I seem to have no hope for a happy life ahead anyways that's a long and sad saga that can go on later.

On Dec 11, its going to be exactly 8 months away from home and the very next day I leave for home, haaa. Its kinda relieving. And in the last eight months where have I reached? Have I changed? for better or for worse? These question come up as soon as I think that two terms are over. But the answer to these questions are not so bright. I think I have not made huge progress on the personal goals that I had set for myself. I have not changed much and I have still not learned to overcome my weaknesses, they are still there. So even though I have changed, its probably not for good. It saddens me and guess what I am known as a grumpiest person around, I am sure none of my friends back home will vouch for it.

But there has to be a silver lining something good should have come out of all this? There has to be some change in me which is for the better, hmmm...echoooooo...oooooohce

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  1. devesh1511December 6, 2009 at 2:14 PM

    you are a darling...It doesn't matter if you are grumpy or you are happy...You are the best...N I am not throwing words in the air...So chillax and smile...Btw I think we both are going through the same emotions at the moment...check what I have written about in the last few days...:)

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