After whining for long about friends that are not going to be around in the next term, I think I am getting back on my feet now. The whining, like always was not working and I was just messing things up in my head, not realizing that its for the better of my friends who are leaving. So there is no point in being upset, life moves on, nothing stops. So why am I putting things at a halt?
Although this is the most logical way to think about the whole situation but I guess I was just not willing to do it. Every person has something driving them in whatever they do, then how did I forget what was driving me all this while and how did I become sentimental about the whole situation. Am I that fickle minded that I can just forget my reasons and decisions of pursuing this MBA? It just surprises me and at some level scares me that I can be swayed that easily. No more am I going to do this to myself. I feel so foolish right now, everyone has their priorities set, where are mine?
Like a saying goes "Never make someone your priority when you are just and option for them." this is kind of an over-statement for the situation I am referring to but it holds some relevance. A lot of people walk in and out of ones life that shouldn't stop anyone from moving towards their destination. And this brings back to my age old query what if I don't know where I am going, that's the reason I feel so lost and affected when people come and go. But I can't let myself be so influenced that I forget my own path.
Although this is the most logical way to think about the whole situation but I guess I was just not willing to do it. Every person has something driving them in whatever they do, then how did I forget what was driving me all this while and how did I become sentimental about the whole situation. Am I that fickle minded that I can just forget my reasons and decisions of pursuing this MBA? It just surprises me and at some level scares me that I can be swayed that easily. No more am I going to do this to myself. I feel so foolish right now, everyone has their priorities set, where are mine?
Like a saying goes "Never make someone your priority when you are just and option for them." this is kind of an over-statement for the situation I am referring to but it holds some relevance. A lot of people walk in and out of ones life that shouldn't stop anyone from moving towards their destination. And this brings back to my age old query what if I don't know where I am going, that's the reason I feel so lost and affected when people come and go. But I can't let myself be so influenced that I forget my own path.
finally seem to be getting on the track....
ReplyDeleteYes kind of but you never know how my mind plays ones I reach manila, it could all come back :(
ReplyDeletefunny..but i wont be surprised if that happens, we both suffer from the same issue :)
ReplyDeleteYes you are absolutely right my replica friend :D
ReplyDeleteSup's just relax...Everybody has a moment of divine intervention...You will have yours...Just have some patience.N trust me it's not a bad thing if you get stuck up on somethings in life.It just means that you really care about those things...
ReplyDeleteN yes we should never make anyone a priority but that's easier said than done...
So just relax and enjoy whatever life has to offer...