...and things change

When I return from the home, a few friends would not be around and this place specially the dorm will be so gloomy. My sarcasm will be put to no use, the people inflicted with the sarcasm would get a break for a while. Then you never know may be the edginess of the sarcastic comments might be lost by the time they are put to use again.

But I am just guessing but I'll just drown myself with work and keep myself super busy, get back into a shell and may be for the first time try and get some discipline to my life(my Dad will be glad to see that there is a word called discipline in my limited vocabulary, but he knows that discipline is very far away from me to be put to practice).

But all these are like new year resolutions - laundry lists keep growing and the guilt of not making a real attempt to achieve these keep building and I still keep churning out newer ideas of changing myself... But in the true sense nothing changes. All that changes is that the good habit gradually turn to bad and all the bad habit don't stick around. So all these years the bad habits have been accumulating...

Anyways, lets see how it goessssssssssssss...................

Comments

I can't put a title to it!

Blank is the feeling and not so blunt are the words... Its like a gypsy with no mission and no where to reach, he only arrives and he only travels not chasing anything. No dreams to follow but is still a dreamer, no highs to reach but is still a bird that flies high. This he chose by choice but is felicity in sight? Its a question not only the gypsy but we all ought to ask. Its dubious, the answer; and makes him diffident on rationality of existence... Another gloam arrives and again the rage of the seeker is choked a little more...

Code...Decode

In the state of existence we go through umpteen number of emotions everyday, some decipherable and some not. And it all depends how much do you keep things simple and how much clarity is there in thoughts and thought process. If you have too many feelings and thoughts that you can't seem to decode and its all jumbled up and setting it all straight is like a impossible task then that's "Impasse". Being at a dead is when you got to reorient yourself because there is no other way out. But what happens when the direction you take after reorientation puts you on another dead end path?... Are you lost again?

Silly Billy

Life has it twist and turns, we are always are on a winding road, no destination just the journey and then the end one day. But on the way we gather some memories good and bad, people good and bad, experiences good and bad. But one day when we look back we either say my life has been good or bad. And that conclusion is not dependent on the count of good memories, people or experiences exceeding the bad ones but depends entirely on which one we choose to remember and cherish. And which one we choose to remember depends on our attitude and outlook to life in general. Positivity grows by believing that everything is going to be alright no matter what. The bad times won't last forever and the good ones will come soon but if we continue to think in the same direction and also add that eventually the good times would last too and the bad ones would be back again; well then, you have grown too wise for your own good. And that means you need some foolishness and sillin...

Life in passing

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