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Unquenchable Quest

Never having to worry about anything in life... hmmm just a thought but even when I think about it, my brain just throws all the reasons of why its an impossible thing. There is probably not just one reason but hundreds of them perhaps countless reasons...but I still keep hoping and wishing. I wish I can either make myself so oblivious or so ignorant that I never have to worry about anything under the sun.

But its just wishful thinking(wishful thinking fool) I guess because again my brain is throwing reasons at me why I can't be oblivious or ignorant to life's hassles. Life is too important not think about, but again questioning myself is it really that important? How can I claim that life is so important when what I do day in and day out is just merely existing? If I am there or not there, will not make a difference to anything or anyone. And I would be foolish if thought otherwise.

So many people come and go in this world making no difference and their presence or absence is never noticed. Well, I am a perfect example of such a soul existing but not living. I am not calling for attention, I am perfectly okay and naturally comfortable living like a anonymous person. But my only regret is that I don't want to be existing for the sake of existing, life needs to have a purpose, some goal in life that drives you through the dull days and the sad days. A purpose in life can pull you through the rainy days and the sunny ones without dampening or burning your soul and spirit.

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  1. SushantNovember 20, 2009 at 12:04 PM

    Hi Supriya this shushant so many days past reading your beautiful thoughts and the world by your eyes its great and i learnt something that bloging is like you. Supriya do you have facebook account meet me there my homepage adress is http://www.facebook.com/shushantmojumdar

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